I'm about to disclose that.
The only reason I am, is because of what God showed me.
I am pretty good about trusting God with everything in my life. I even had a new friend yesterday say that just from talking to me on the phone she could tell that I was "content with God". I've never had anyone say that about me before. I guess I am content with Him.
However, I really really want to be loved by a man too.
AND, instead of being patient, waiting, and allowing God to bring me someone.. I keep looking.
|Can you see the heart?|
I've heard it a thousand times.
I believe it too.
This is why I call it a "struggle".
So, if you remember, my dishwasher is broken.
The other day, as I was washing dishes... THIS happened:
I felt like God spoke to my heart and said,
"See this heart? Love is from Me. You will find someone who will love you, and I will be in the center of that love, just like this water."
So I am trying to refocus, stay busy with everything I have going on and leaving this at the feet of Jesus. I just need to leave it there and stop picking it back up!! (Can you relate?)
I know the truth that God has a plan for my life.
That includes my love life.
Because remember, He is in our everyday life.
I'm going to trust Him.
What do you need to trust Him with?