The struggle is real, y'all!

The other day, I posted about a part of my life that I struggle with giving to God.

I'm about to disclose that.

The only reason I am, is because of what God showed me.

I am pretty good about trusting God with everything in my life. I even had a new friend yesterday say that just from talking to me on the phone she could tell that I was "content with God". I've never had anyone say that about me before. I guess I am content with Him.

However, I really really want to be loved by a man too.

AND, instead of being patient, waiting, and allowing God to bring me someone.. I keep looking.

Can you see the heart?

I know, I know. It always happens when you least expect it and aren't looking. 
I've heard it a thousand times. 
I believe it too.

This is why I call it a "struggle".

So, if you remember, my dishwasher is broken.

The other day, as I was washing dishes... THIS happened:

I felt like God spoke to my heart and said, 

"See this heart? Love is from Me. You will find someone who will love you, and I will be in the center of that love, just like this water."

 WOW GOD!!

So I am trying to refocus, stay busy with everything I have going on and leaving this at the feet of Jesus. I just need to leave it there and stop picking it back up!! (Can you relate?)

I know the truth that God has a plan for my life.

That includes my love life.

Because remember, He is in our everyday life. 

I'm going to trust Him.

What do you need to trust Him with?